To all lost souls,
I hope you can be found. I hope you can find your way back home. I know you don’t want to stay there longer but you just can’t easily leave. There are many reasons to leave but they’re not enough. You’re looking for that sole reason but you don’t even know what it is. You’re really lost and helpless. You’re tired of being in that situation for so many times but you keep on coming back. You know in yourself that you somehow need to be lost. Thoughts of nothingness keep on bothering you. You’ve been used to this and somehow for no particular reason, you’ve learned to embrace emptiness. Oftentimes, it’s just the pain that makes you human because everything else has grown tired of you.
You know you have to leave but you don’t know where to start. You know you have to face the world but you don’t know how. You want to end this but the opposing force is stronger, and every attempt is a failure. The road to reality is far-reaching. This is not a matter of emotional disparity, it is about mental dilemma. You’re being challenged by your own thoughts, and you’re letting them defeat you. Fear is normal but to live with fear isn’t. At the end of every journey, remember how many wonderful things you have given up because of fear.
I understand the state of being lost. I’ve been there, occasionally. However, you have a choice… we all have a choice. You’re stuck there because you choose to but you also have a choice whether to leave or not. I hope you’ll choose the former. Dear, there are demons inside you, fighting against your will to live your life to the fullest. They’re many and every time you yield to them, you’re actually feeding them until they have already outnumbered your faith. Would you really like to stay there forever and deprive yourself of the beautiful things you can still experience?
You have to get out there. Somebody’s waiting for your return.